Divine Gifts - Forgotten Dream Arcana reified into 3D
How this tarot manifest from a shared dream into the physical
With all this talk of tapping in to lost timelines, I would like to relate part of my recent twin-flame experience, which seems to coincide with the mood of the collective at this time.
Decades ago, whilst completely separate from my twin for a long time, I was seeking divine love and exploring some books by the artist Austin Osman Spare.
Being the unaware party, none of my readings seemed to make sense - fortune tellers would always assure me that all would be revealed at the moment of truth.
One night I had an intense dream, that was shared with my twin flame. A figure, claiming to be the spirit of Austin Spare in his magical form, took us to a lodge where we were gifted with a magical tarot deck.
The figure bore a striking resemblance to the piece where Spare is depicted as The Magician, with similar attire and posture. I had not seen this image at all, at this time, having only read “Earth Inferno”, “The Focus of Life”, and “The Book of Pleasure”.
Many years later, a deck was discovered in the archives of the Magic Circle, by the same author as the one in our dream!
The images are copyright, but viewable online here, along with several other publications shown in full.
This was published, and years later I noticed that this had happened and made a note to myself to research it when I had time.
I had explained both these points to my twin.
However, I cannot be sure but it does seem that she had already embarked on her quest before I mentioned it.
She had consciously manifest the tarot into our daily life around us, collecting props in secret and arranging scenes, before consciously or subconsciously prompting me to take photographs.
The pieces had simply fallen into place for her - she had mentioned that she was “consciously manifesting” something, and that it seemed to be working to a high degree, but the working was occult (from my perspective).
It wasn’t until months after her death, whilst looking at “The Lost Envoy” (Spare’s tarot) online, that I noticed similarities with our holiday snaps and selfies. At first I imagined that this had been pure coincidence, and only expected to find one or two cards - however I quickly put the pieces together, and remembered how she had hinted but not told me, and then buried the memory by swamping my awareness in a way that nobody else could ever do.